Saturday, August 10, 2019

My first Wonder

"First wonder goes deepest , wonder after that fits in the impression made by the first"
                                                                                                        - Mr. Yann Martel

When  I read this line first time I did a really interesting thing. I wondered about my first wonder and tried to figure out how much of this line is true for me. Figuring out our first wonder is not a easy job. Our life itself is based on wonder. When a baby is born probably the first thing it does is wonder , may be an infant cries because it wonders about the very new world around , the new people around. May be he/she would have not cry but look with his/her mouth wide open just like us when we wonder if he/she were aware of that very expression. Everything that comes in our way is a result of wonder.How is that possible to even know what is the "first wonder" which Mr. Yann Martel is referring to.

Then I suddenly thought of a particular thing I wonder a lot about. And that is Time. I wonder a lot about How time goes , How time sounds like a lot but it goes away in a blink of an eye. And that's the very reason I value living in the present so much. This started when I was very little.  My uncle was talking about some scientific experiment running in NASA for 10 years. I got shocked about the fact the the scientists are alive for 10 years more than the scientific experiment. I mean how is this even possible? I thought 10 years is so long that a human being must have been dead. For me 10 years were too long to be alive. Then my uncle told me "10 years is not that much of time kid , you are 10 years old only , how can 10 years be enough time for a human life?" That moment , that shocking moment, was beyond my ability to describe. I was probably wondering " That means I have already spent 10 years of my life , that's so bizarre. I have spent so much time alive and I don't even know how much time that is. It sounds so much but it is so little , so little that you wont even realize that its gone" And that I would like to call my first wonder that went deep. Actually I would dare to change the quote a little for me. To me it is "First wonder which goes deepest makes the wonder after that fits in the impression made by it".



My first Wonder

"First wonder goes deepest , wonder after that fits in the impression made by the first"                                   ...